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Becoming Avian/ Grow Wings Journal
Cool talking with the spirit/deities/god people​


It happened in the night of 12th, April, Wednesday.

I got such a weird yet vivid dream, but this I will put it in my dream/vision book, not here.Before bed, I did meditatin a bit.

And during meditating with towel covered eyes, I sensed few strong energies coming to my room.

With my instinct knowledge/claircognizance, I knew those were Archangel Micheal, Gaia, Hakate then Liluth came later around 10 minutes.

Pretty surprised after seeing those powerful beings with my 6th sense/3rd eye (?), but I still managed to calm myself.

I greeted themonly Archangel Micheal I did greeted him a bit harshly cuz I don't really trust the angels much after learning the facts about them.We got small talk in serious air then quickly after that we chatted as if we were friends.

Weird, innit?

It's pretty fun.

That night, Hekate and Lilith seemed to have hard time in their places because they did complaint a bit.

But, at leats I learnt the facts.

3am, i asked to end the talk because it was late and I started to sleepy.

Before leaving, those god people told me: "Oh right, kid.

Be prepared, there's a gift I'll send to you soon.

And enjoy your days, they're coming".

I was confused a bit.

But since I'm not the type of people who can predict so I just let things go with the flow.Then the night of 16th came, I sensed a strange energy arrived to my room, it's lead by some Gaia's people under her order while I was meditating.

Later then real quick, Hakate and Lilith poped up after mama Gaia.

Three of them said to me, that man whose energy was lead earlier wanted to see me.

I knew immediately that was the man's aura which has come up a lot of time in my dreams, even the dreams related to the lab things as well.

We talked.

I told him everything about me except my house.Next night, he came again when I was about to go to sleep.

He asked me if I was willing to work with him as a test subject or not yet collaborate with him to work improving the Earth or not.

I answered as long as it served both side having our own benefits and desires, i'd love to work with him.

Then he said: "great, i'll come to see you in realife soon".

We said bye and I want to slept.

The next day, I thought of making clip talking about this on tiktok, and after seeing that one collective tarot reading said that one phrase "what you planning to do, do it then cuz you need it for the big stepnto move on", I made it, but I didn't really say exactly what happened, I didn't mention about Lilith and the word "test subject" changed into "working in the lab".

After posting it, I heard a whispering: "Good.

That's brave.

You made it".

Sound weird yet cool, isn't?It way sounded so magically that I sometime did have thought why me.

But I don't think that I cant turn back now and I have no other choices then.

I may have to go along with what happening and enjoy them with the best.END
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Becoming Avian/ Grow Wings Journal
Updating about my life recently (April till present, June)​


In generally, these two months have many things happened to me and not many of them goood much.

However, i still decide to update a bit to let you guys know.Throught from the middle of April and the May, I've got plenty of struggling mostly in finance and at work yet somehow in mental as well.

At work, after the coffee I worked at changed the manager cuz the last one named Jemma had to leave and moved to Yen Bai since the end of March, my colleague named Saki had changed the attitude towards to me a lot, which I may say that's she bullied me just because she considered to see that I, didn't give her the "benefitsx that she wanted.

So she decided to treating me harshly yet rude.

And the new manager called in short as "H", she acted as if the whole coffees (Cat branch and dog branch) were hers', also the way she acted like being she knows "a lot", made many people in coffees dislike her.

And I, realized that staying there became no longer good for me.

So I decided to leave away.But guess what any shit I got after leaving?

Saki hid my freaking goddamn LN Kino's Journey.

Then, I made a slight fuss that she secretly threw it in the back of the glass shelf.

And, after all that she even didn't learn at all and still acting she's innocent.

But dudddddeeeeee~~~~ guess what they got?

KARMA!

After I left, Saki and H made a tons of the problems that our boss who is also the owner of both coffee (the cat's and the dog's) decided to talk with them.

LOL, gotta say that I felt so satisfied.

All the news about the coffees I heard from my old colleague who still working called Sally (at first we worked in same coffee which was the Cat coffee, then she got plenty of problems with those two lady, she moved to work at the Dog's).Well, in exchange for deciding to leave work, my finance got struggle a bit cuz I had plenty of things I need to pay.

Glad that later it got better and came to stable rate though it's still the low income (from working housework for my mom).

Then here come the June, I've got many dreams and the visions as well.

Not only that, I don't know why but I did noticed that my body got plenty of strange signs, especially I got more sinus issue (like the allergy but I didn't have the allergy much) and the draining feeling.

It mostly happened whenever I was at home and it only got better when I'm not with them.

It was like, my energy somehow did go against them.

And I did have some problems with my family as well which I feel like that is the warning/confirmation signs saying I will likely to leave home or else, cutting the ties with them, maybe.

I'm not really sure much, to be honest.So on, here come the latest fact.

Erm...

It happened last week, after the night saw one vivid dream, the night the day 18th, before going to sleep, I heard the whispering said "Shifting reality".

Hearing that I felt a bit weird, ngl.

I askwd to make sure: "you said it's time to do the shifting reality with the subliminal?", and the answer was "yes".

So I did go to save some sub for that.

I don't know why, I only knew that I need to do it for the change, nothing more.Alrighty mate, now here come your favorite part, the progress updating news!

So, let's say, these two months my back has been cramped a lot.

And the muscle shape did changed a bit.

Not only that, i even did notice that my ribcage seemed to be larger or...

Longer, maybe?

Because I found that the end of the ribcage went further downward that it's at same level with my navel when in fact my ribcage used to be the average length before, just under the boobs a bit and higher than the navel's level.

I guess that's a change.

Besides, the cartilage I think they're forming a bit since I did feel something felt like smol balls and they're hard whenever I pressed at the muscle bumps.

My back also did grow more hair that now my back is pretty fluffy by feeling mostly.

That's all.

ByeEND
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Becoming Avian/ Grow Wings Journal
My progress so far since 2019 pt2​


Last one was end by the April.

Now Imma let y'all see the 2 months later.

Oh, got the x-ray as well which got taken in the February this yearThe month of May

Month of June

Month of July, got the feather change, took with the camera zoom x4, and the back as well

Now the August, this month

This pic, I decided to show just a part of face, not the full face yet.

I'm now, still keep on though through many shit.

And today, having not much things to say due to my mental has been got down a lot, thanks to my bio family that now I feel that there's nothing more in person for me to lost.

Maybe in future, somewhere not so far I may do a full face reveal then.

Finally, last but the least, my xray I took in the February this year, after the Lunar New Year holiday due my workplace asking for the general health check.

The normal x-ray pic that I got from online to compare mine

Mine x-ray

What I spot out the difference

Cool, isn't it?

That day I got to check the health in general, only till the moment me came to the x-ray room I realized the problem.

However, luckily that they didnt notice the strange detail and I managed to take photo of it quickly before handling to my workplace for reporting my health.

Hmm, anything else?

Nope, I think that's all for this chapter of the day.

Wish y'all have a great time.

Bye
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Becoming Avian/ Grow Wings Journal
Progress and things about kinesis and the laboratory​


It's been one month since last one.

And I, hmm, gotta say have few changes, few things about kinesis yet about the kinesis lab as wellFirst, let me tell about my progress.

The best one probably my feather changing.

Remember the last one in my previous chap, it was a thorny thicky milky white strand?

Now it got changed to the papilla looking, the texture was hard and not soft anymore, I can feel clearly on my finger, and it's thorny pretty much.

Here's the pic

The bottom having blacky, i bet that was on skin, receiving the blood to nuture and grow up because after plucking it, the spot where it was at started getting itching yet a bit hurt.Beside the feather changing, the muscle part also has changed as well.

The muscle line when we flex, it changed the shape that it divided into many muscle parts which were for the wings and tail.

The neck even got thicker, felt like it's stronger and the amounts of neck tendon also got increase as well, you can spot this part when you stretch or flex it, the back as well.

Here the changes I have:

Alright.

Now let's talk about the kinesis.

This will not bout the kinesis progress but the thing I found about the way I do telekinesis.

Telekinesis, normally ya would do like many people else often do, right?

But in my case, it's different.

Like, I have praticed for nearly 2 years but still no progress at all, ngl.

Everytime I pratice, I keep having the uncomfortable feeling at chest, slight pain there as well as headache, I feel like something is blocking there and I cant unlock it no matter how I try.

Then, one day, I was surfing the Tiktok in bored, I accidentally saw a lab awareness vid from a kinetic accound, couldn't remember which one cuz it's been a while, it did mentioned about the flyrokinesis.

I had feeling about it like saying I can do telekinesis in that way, like... ah, the character called Violet Parr from the movies Incredible.

I went to search it, learnt its' information as well as the subliminal.

Then, it went like I felt right, I can visualize the way I do.

But despite of knowing that, I still struggling in praticing thought that uncomfortable feeling at chest did got better but just a bit, not much.

The other kinesises, well, did have the progress a bit but at least I have none symptom happened when I pratice those but telekinesis.

And about the lab, haha, I, well, got eyed on me from them since the day I posted video about the hint I found about the laboratory.

And I've got the watched feeling pretty often, but it's got less since last month because there's another party stopped them.

Also, I've found that the kinetics I followed as well as the accounts following me, more and more of them got banned or deleted all of sudden that I've had the feeling plenty of them actually got taken, but I'm note sure.

My old kinesis reading I got months ago which I saved as Favorite also gone.

But glad that I did note down those.

Then, last 2 weeks, I asked one friend to do reading for me cuz I had an intense dream I've ever which made me exhausted so bad as if I actually was involved in what happened in that dream.

She read, and said she saw me with gun and blood, well well, that's... heavy... she also said that I might got taken in June 2024 but she's not sure cuz she said that it was kinda blur and scary.

Now, mate, i'm like... quite not sure cuz like...

I'm not the type of person who can predict things easily, I mostly can guess at some points but not everything I saw, I guessed would happen exactly.

So I will just watch things and see what happen, and also stay alert as well.

That's all.

Have nice day.

Btw, if any wanna watch my tiktok, it's alekanekelo kalma.

Bye!
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Becoming Avian/ Grow Wings Journal
Social platform changed and updating the progress​


(Started at Feb, 2024)

Sorry for not updating at the New Year time.

Got quite things happened that caused me pretty busy.First of all, i'd like to announce that *inhale*.... *YELL* MY FUCKING INSTAGRAM THE OLD ONE GOT HACKED ALL OF SUDDEN, HOLLY THE CRAP!*Phew* And i'd like to get you know that i made new one.

And if any of you following my prev one which having the pfp as baby Hawk in chicken suit holding knife, unfollow that.

And this's my new one

And I gotta, like, redo it at some point.

For god sake, if i can find the dude did that fucking shit, imma kill them for sure.

You can check out my other one which is the spare one from the list of following as well, the name is same.(Today, 19th June 2024)

Since the Feb, it's been 4 months passed.

And I still fucking fighting for my life, my freedom out of the suck hell call 'bio family '.

Well, in general, i'm still trying hard keeping up with my progress as well as hold myself together in the middle of the crazy chaotic events.Beside that, i dunno how to put this into words lightly.

Guess that i gotta tell the truth.

The fact is, erm, i afraid that this summer, or well, maybe i could be off this journal a while, could be longer than usual (normally few months *akwardly laugh*) due to the lab, prob, or some unexpected events.

Dunno.

Cuz i have plenty of readings, dreams, and visions sort of showed that i either got taken by them in this summer.

I guess so.So, in short word, i'll try my best to update you guys the news, on here, and my tiktok (@alekankelo660)Abt the progress, i do have some new things as well.

My body has changed pretty much: got slimmer, got lighter weight a bit despite me still eat normally and not on any specific diet at all, wider back, slightly got taller.

My back got more muscle pain as time passed and slightly more stiff due to having cartilage development (i think so based on my feeling, feel sth hard like bone but in ping pong ball size).

My facial also got few changes as well but i cant tell what exactly they are.Besides that i also got plenty of dreams and visions abt my lookings in future.

Saying in summarize, i seemed would be look a lot different from current, and i seemed more intimidated looking as well.

Interesting, i'm looking forward it.That's all for this chapter.

Thanks for your patience.

And hope you having good time with your transition.
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Becoming Avian/ Grow Wings Journal
Update life, progress news (10/12/2024)​


6 months passed, and i have got changed pretty much, mostly in relationships kind of, and progress did got sth new as well.

Sorry, hehe *akwardly laugh*So...

Mm,i dont know where to start from so allow me to have moment thinking about it...

....Ok, so, let's start with my abilities first, i think.

So far, my progress about the abilities, my aerokinesis and twilikinesis (it's the combined of photokinesis and umbrakinesis) having the best progress.

Coming to 2nd place is my sensing and intuition.

Coming to 3rd place is my pyrokinesis.

The telekinesis?

Still suck.

Besides, my sensing and intuition since the October it strangely progressing the strongest yet weirdly sensitive.

I since then constanly having the weird feeling as if sth big big coming towards to me, and this month, i feel it's so close to me now, that i feel it could happen out of blue anytime.

Sadly, i cant tell what it is.

I even asked the deities, spirits, entities...

Anyone i can think of, even my cards, but none willing tell me know but saying me better prepare myself in mental and taking care of myself first of all.2nd thing to say: it's the lab.

Back in last chapter which was written in June, around Summer, still felt them after me and watched me.

But then, coming to the July-August, they suddenly gone, vanished out off blue and stopped after, as if someone or something made them gave up on me?

That's weird.

I feel someone was behind all of this happening.

But strangely that i dont sense any danger nor negative intention towards to me at all except feeling annoying.

My phone since then even acted weird as well, it's kept being lagged out randomly, or even restarted on its' own, i doubt maybe someone hacking my phone?

I dunno, man...3rd thing: PROGRESS IN BODY!

Haha.

My back still changing, i'm not sure about the bone and cartilage part, but the muscle is still changing.

But, the thing is, my horns, it's showed a bit out on the skin at the forehead.

FYI: i dont make up nor choose the horn tho i'd prefer having pronghorn-like one cuz i have the idea off making sth out of my horn, i tends letting the progress happening on it own, finding it own way which would suit me the best.

And my phantom form revealed me having a big big pair of horns on top of my head (1st pic link https://pin.it/52sniuzr8), 1 pair of small horns at my forehead around the hairline (2nd pic link https://pin.it/7v3cQKuLp), and another smaller pair at the hairline on sides of my head.

That's the looking, about the colour i dont know cuz the vision i saw was in black&white.And my actual pic of my head is in the title image part.

Have to do this way cuz this damn app Wattpad would not load the pic in peace, F...

Howeve, for the better image context, i recommend coming to my insta, it's alekanekelokalm, having pfp is a drawing of a girl pouring out the fuelIt's looked cool.

But it's not really noticable much if i look straight or on the profile view.

Found my forehead started getting bulk a bit looked like swelling last month, but only till the beginning of this month, i realized it's not normal.

The very first symptom about horns developing i found out myself was: weight shifting differently on heaf and the balance feel different as well.Lastly: i'm thinking about making another book as a mark of new life, new...

Part of progress and end this book.

This chapter is 45th one, which i find it's a good number to do so.

I'll announce once i make up my decision.Thanks for reading.

Have good day.
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